Trafficked

 

I first met Katrina on one of our monthly outreaches.  In a drunken stupor, she railed at me, “Why won’t God just let me die?” She’s tried to overdose, walked in front of cars; all to no avail.  She’s still very much alive, although her real name is not Katrina.

With courage no doubt brought on by the alcohol, she recounted a story that shattered any naiveté I may have had about the human trafficking epidemic that plagues Toronto and all of Canada.

While driving with her boyfriend (I learned that part of the victim mind set is to refer to your pimp as your boyfriend) she dared to challenge him on the new girl he’d been seeing.   Angered by her audacity to question him, he threw her out of the car in the middle of the city, leaving her with nothing.  No money, no ID, and no water, on one of the hottest days of the summer.  Afraid and tired, she stumbled wearily into a park rife with the city’s lost and broken.

“You know who actually helped me?” she asked.  “A homeless crackhead.  He gave me water, food, and bus fare to go back to my boyfriend.  Only someone who knows what it is to be looked down upon would help someone like me.”  Bitterness etched on her face, she weaved side to side in her stilettoes.

“You do know that I’m being trafficked?” she asked matter-of-factly.  HumanTraffcking

This information, is seldom, if ever offered.  It is an unspoken truth among many of these working girls.

Feeling inadequate at this point, I dared to ask, “Have you ever tried to get away from him?  Have you gone to the police?”

“I have a nine year old brother.  He’s already told me that he’ll hurt him if I ever try to leave,” she said trying to hold back her tears.  “Besides, he has my passport, my driver’s licence, everything.”

And then the moment is over.  The club’s manager barged into the change room and bellowed, “Katrina, you’re up,” signalling her turn on the dance floor.

So, how do you tell someone whose experience seems hopeless, that there IS hope?  That their life does, in fact, have purpose when their identity and every tangible piece of evidence that says that they even exist, has been stripped from them?

By showing up.  Remembering her name—not her club name, but the one her parents gave her at birth. Being persistent in your pursuit of connection.  Texting until one finally get answered and lead to a dinner together at the Keg.  One that requires training on how to safely meet up with a trafficked woman in the sex trade.  This is eye opening in and of itself.  You are given a cultural lesson on the difference between a common street pimp, and the more dangerous variety, one involved in organized crime.  Should the pimp be present when Katrina arrives at the restaurant, you’re not to be afraid to make eye contact.  He will be more afraid of you than you are of him, you’re assured.  After all, for him to show his face to a square person, he is exposing himself.  Aside from attempting some intimidation tactics such as a menacing stare-down, there shouldn’t be any issues.20160514_220038

With some semblance of confidence, you proceed.  You discover over steak and merlot that she’s just a girl- a girl with a family, a girl with a painful past.  You offer to drive her to work, as sad as it is that you’re actually driving her to a strip club, but then you laugh as she refers to you as the church lady, even more so when she learns that you, too, have a story.  Maybe not as racy as hers, but certainly one that didn’t begin in a church.  Then she stops calling you the church lady.  We become Katrina and Monica.

I am not as strong as Katrina, but then again, I don’t have to be.  I am blessed to know her, to walk alongside her, and to learn what it truly is to be strong, when it’s the only choice you have.

 

 

 

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8 thoughts on “Trafficked

  1. “Someone like me” people are less likely to be reached by programs aimed at helping people to better themselves. But a friendship, like the one you’ve offered Katrina, breaks through the ramparts of abuse and survival. Keep breaking bread and sharing wine with her, until she understands Monica is “someone like me”. You are, in fact, providing the embodiment of the grace of Katrina’s loving creator. What a beautiful thing.

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  2. This post touched my heart so much. I have such a heart for the ladies stuck in this horrible trade, but I don’t know how I can help, me being a man. Reading this girl’s story made me well up with compassion and I loved hearing about the compassion that you have as well. God bless you!

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    • Thank you for the kind encouragement; I too, have a passion to see these women find freedom.
      I often hear That men feel powerless to help in the Human Trafficking arena, feeling like it’s not their place. Oh, but it is! It’s very much a man’s place. Psalm 82:3-4 is all of our mandate. As a man, you can be a voice that says ” Real men don’t buy girls” . You can teach the male youth the dangers of pornography and certain types of music. You can hold men accountable when you hear sexist comments or jokes thst objectify women. So see, Royalpalmtree? There is lots a man can do. Spread the word. And thsnk you for giving me an idea for another blog 😉
      Blessings
      Monica

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